This book is a very personal glimpse into the private story of 9 years spent in a most tumultuous, controlling and abusive relationship based on my true life story, covering 9 long years in an unhealthy relationship. The book is in the process of being written and is somewhat difficult as this is a real experience and I lived it. Much of is it unbelievable and will shock you to learn that anyone could have to live this way or encounter what I went through in a time not so far away. I believe that these types of relationships still exist today and my hope with telling my story through these fictitious characters is that if you can identify with any of it, you will learn things you can do to get out safely and change the direction of your life. You are never stuck in anything that you do not want to be a part of. It's not easy but you can do it. Now, we have even more resources today than we did when this story was unfolding. Get help, get a support system and find a mentor to help you change your mindset and find your own worth. We all have the ability to live the life we truly desire and to not be controlled or abused by others ever. Be strong and change your direction, hurt and pain are not your destiny, greatness is! JMS